Hey. Sorry again for not writing very often. I'm just pretty depressed these days. I'd rather just be alone or sleep or something. I wish I could come out of this.. but it feels like things will never get better.

I think I'm going to go for a walk by the stream near the castle. Later.

Sorry that it's been so long since I posted last.. I've just been preoccupied, I guess.
My brother came home to see me. He seemed upset when he got back, and told me I was acting strange. I don't know what he's talking about. I guess he's just been breathing that dirty French air for too long. Oh well.

I've been singing lately to help get rid of stress. Dad's death is taking it's toll on me. At least the music helps. Later.

Yeah, you guessed it.. another lousy day.
The play was alright, but I got harassed by Hamlet again. Oh, and King Claudius freaked out in the middle of the play. I don't know what that's about... maybe he's losing his mind too.

Ah well, I'm gonna go watch some dudes fence and then I'm off to bed! Later.

Alright, so I had that little talk with Hamlet. He is so messed up, lemme tell ya. First, he comes in and is normal to me. Just plain and nice and even courteous. But then he starts telling me that he never loved me, asks me about my dad, attacks the female sex as a whole, and has the nerve to tell me to enter a CONVENT! Can you believe that?!?! A freakin' convent! Arrggh!!!

Anyway, dad decided that Hamlet was not insane out of love for me.. Duh..

Sheesh. Well, anyhow, I'm gonna go to bed. I'm gonna go see some play tomorrow and I should probably get my beauty sleep. Later!

As if my life hasn't been bad enough, that bastard Hamlet killed my father. Who do I have now?!? Laertes is off in France, and I'm all alone. I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel so empty. I've been crying all day. I don't know how much more I can take.. I'm being pushed to my limits here. God, why wont this all just stop?

Alright, so here's the lowdown on what's happening since my last encounter with Hamlet-
Dad wants me to have a set up talk with Hamlet to see if he's really in love with me or what. It kinda freaks me out, you know? If he really is crazy who knows what he might do to me!!! Jeez, can't a girl ever great a break around here? Oh well, I'm supposed to have this little chat with Hamlet later tonight, so I'll letcha know what happened when I get back.

Later!

Oh my God, you aren't going to belive what happened to me today!!

I was just sitting in my room, sewing, when all of a sudden, Hamlet bursts in like a bat out of hell with his hair and clothes all messed up. He wasn't wearing a hat, his doublet was undone, and his stockings were down around his ankles!! Not to mention he was pale as his shirt!! He grabbed my wrist really hard and shook my arm. He let out this shrieking noise too.. while he looked all over my face. It was like he was studying me or something. But just as soon as he'd burst in- he left just like that. It was crazy. HE WAS CRAZY! I talked to my dad about it. He seems to think that Hamlet has lost his mind because of his intense love for me. Dad asked me if I'd given Hamlet any attention, but I hadn't- I listened to him and my brother and left Hamlet alone. I don't know what's going on, but one thing's for sure- Hamlet is really screwed up.

I think I need to go sit down somewhere and gather my thoughts.. what a crazy day..

Hello again. I just got back home from a Jousting tournament and I thought I'd post.

So...there's this guy that seems to like me. His name is Hamlet. He's had a pretty interesting life. His father was the king of Denmark, but then he was murdered. Then, Hamlet's uncle (The Current King, Claudius) married Hamlet's mother and took the throne. Crazy, huh? I'm not sure if I wanna get mixed up in all of that stuff, even my brother and my dad have told me to stay away from him...Ah well, those two know best.. I guess I'll just keep my distance.

Well, I'm pretty tired.. I think I'll go catch some zzz's.. Later!

Hey. All of my friends told me that I should get a blog for myself. So...here it is!

I guess I should introduce myself- I'm Ophelia. I guess there's nothing too special about me, but my dad's the Lord Chamberlain of King Claudius’s court, which is pretty cool. Oh yeah, I have a brother too- his name is Laertes. They're both pretty good to me although they can be kind of pushy at times.


Well, I've gotta run, but I'll write more later.